Or on the subject of being lonely
Or how I learned to stop worrying and cry for help
Or why, as of March 8th, 2009 I have decided not to kill myself
Because of surprises
Because of my immediate family and Megan
Because of the possibility of an Arts Collective
Because of my friends from high school who have been through too much
Because I am so afraid of dying
The following is a percentile division of the totality of the intolerable aspects of my depression:
SO I suppose don’t be concerned. Because friendships have proven to be worthless and because if not suicidal then nothing.
12 March 2009 at 952 pm
If this was written by who I think it was, I’ll just be honest and say you need help. Entertaining suicide is still suicidal. I’m telling you this as a friend because friendships do matter because of moments like this. But you need to know that your friends can only help you if you want them to, and the same can be said for yourself.